My E-diary

I miss her, whether she misses me…I do not know. I think of her, whether she thinks of me…I do not know. I loved her, whether she loved me…I do not know. I care for her, whether she cares about me…I do not know. Looks like I don’t know many things about her now, do I? I used to…really I did…I knew her so well, that sometimes I even knew what she was thinking without her realising it…But now, her mind is a mystery to me…What is she thinking, I do not know…Have I changed? Has she changed? That I do not know…But what I do know, is that I had many happy times with her…I know that she was always there for me when I needed her the most…I know that she always liked things perfect and always will…And I truly believe that somewhere…In a void, there is the old her…looking for a way out…i know she will find her way…because I know her…

Hey, darlings…I went to this parade in the city on Saturday…At first when Ryan told me about this parade, I was like "Baby, you’ll be like a mountain standing in the crowd of small kids…Mothers would be afraid of you…" But then, I found out this parade wasn’t in the morning, or in the evening, it was at night, around 9…It was so late so that the younger folks cannot come out and speculate this "parade"…It was an all gay and lesbian parade!!! How cool was that….My first gay parade…So, a few  of us (including my few homophobic friends) headed down to the city…It was packed…People were everywhere…Dressed up in all kinds of costumes…I even saw this pair of girls walking aound like Superman, with their panties outside their pants…Some were dressed up like naughty nurses..Some like policewomen..Some guys even dressed up like girls, with boobs and everything…My friend said that maybe it is a parade for all the weirdos..not just gays and lesbians…Then the parade started..I got quite a good view of it, cos there were large tvs and we were just standing in the second row..It was colourful, and full of festive cheer…Gays and lesbians were walking around, proud to be who the are for the night…They were dressed as all sorts of things…Some as angels (from the Gay and Lesbian Catholic Church) Some as bats(from the Lesbian Soccer Team) some as rugby players (from the Gay Rugby Team)…There was even this women who had her top off…And when I mean top, I mean shirt and bra off..Talk about obscence…No wonder they had to have it at night…There was this guy who was fully naked, only with a sock covering his "birdy"…hahaha…There was this gay couple whose anniversary was on that day, and they kissed in front of the tv…I was a bit shocked by the openess they had…But that was considered mild, compared to the other couples I saw making out in the streets after the parade…I saw this lesbian couple, in the corner making out very obviously…My homophobic friend had to control himself from puking….hahaha…Well, it certainly was a once in a life time experience..It is certainly some parade you don’t see everyday….hahaha…take care, darlings…

My dear physics-studying friends (and even if you are not physics studying, but still my friend, please read on) I heard this question in lecture on Friday, and I can’t get a logical explaination on the answer…here goes the question…the river flows towards east at 10km per hour, and a boat travels East along the river…Under which situation will the boat arrive faster??

a) With no wind

b) With wind blowing from the west at 10km per hour

When the lecturer asked us to figure the answer out, most of us guessed it was b), but the lecturer was like "If the answer was so obvious, it wouldn’t be a physics question". So to our surprise, the answer was a)…A boy guessed it was both the same, but he was laughed at by the other students(poor boy, he was even sitting behind me)…I just simply can’t get the logic reason why the answer is a) Damn you Newton!! So please, dear friends, if you all know why does the damn boat travels faster without any wind, please tell me…then i can sleep better…hahaha….Thanks..Take care, darlings…

Well, nothing new, really…Just new teacher and new people….Lectures are bigger than usual…And I mean, way….lot bigger…It’s like 200 people in one lecture…Are there actually so many people in Australia…People are like sitting eveywhere…even when there are no more places, they sit on the friends lap and the on the stair too…(joking about the friend’s lap, but they DO sit on the stairs) And it’s like f***king stuffy in there…We are like breathing in other people’s CO2…Arrggghhh….I am taking bio, Physics, Chem and Maths this year…Seriously, I feel so so stupid in Physics…I haven’t studied Physics for one year, already, and now I have to again…Talk about KARAT!!! Luckily I got friends and Ryan to lean on to…or else I think I would go crazy studying…No homework, thank god…well, not yet anyway…but without giving homework, I am already out of my wits…Can’t imagine having assignments and stuff..Why can’t I take other interesting subjects, like French, or Psychology….I have been studying Science almost half of my life…Crazy!!! Hydrogen Bonds, projectile motion, vectors, prokaryotic, genes…Arrrghhhh…Feel like ripping my head of and kicking it away….hahaha…heheheh…(hysterical laughter)….Well..that’s all for…And to let you in on a little secret…i have not paid up my tuition fees yet…and it’s due today…So I got to go to the bank to get a cek, cos my stupid Efpos has a limited redrawel of 1000$…Why must even paying fees be so tough for me?? Oh well….Got to go before the lazy banks close at 4…that’s all now, mates…oh yeah, by the way…The best thing I am looking foward to, is buying a printer…hahaha….that’s the highlight for now…take care….love you guys very very muchie…