My E-diary

Come here…Sit down and tell me what are you thinking when you look at me?? What are you thinking when you hug me?? What are you thinking when you look into my eyes and tell me that you love me?? Tell me what do you really mean when you ask me out for dinner?? Tell me what are your motives when you sit next to me in lectures and then just continue to ignore me?? Tell me what are you thinking when you say you are not angry with me, and that it is just you?? Tell me what the hell "hi" means when you say it to me and yet you dare not look at me?? Please, explain to me why one minute you’re so friendly and the next minute you are not?? why whenever I go online, I see you suddenly online, and then you immediately go offline?? Why?? What are you thinking?? What do you really want me to understand?? Why can’t you just tell it to my face like a man, instead of ignoring me?? Why do you keep on giving me mixed signals?? Do you like me or not?? If you don’t, then walk away…If you do, then stay…So simple…Don’t make me feel so confused…I am confused already trying to find fault in myself…I am confused enough trying to make up my mind between the 3 of you…Some one…Anyone…Just give me the answer…if not…Just leave me alone in peace…Love me or hate me….Make up your mind, please…Boys…What the f*** are they actually thinking??