Arrggghh…Dooms Day

Finally after a long wait…My results are coming out. But I have kept on checking my student intranet but yet…still nothing…Are they doing it on purpose just to keep their students in suspense…Just now in Chemistry tutorial the questions starting with "What if…" kept on popping into my head..I couldn’t even concentrate while doing the quiz…Luckily, I managed to whiz in it…Which is really surprising because normally I suck in Chemistry…What if my G.P.A is lower than 7? What if I am the lowest in the class? What if I was so bad that I had to resit this whole course again? What if I don’t get an A for my English? SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! Typing this makes my heart race…I am so damn nervous…MAN!!! I feel like strangling someone…Anyone…But preferably one of the teachers…The one that hasn’t let out the results to be specific…I really hope I can do well this time…And yet I dare not put my hopes too high…The higher they are, the bigger the disappointment…That’s what I have learn from past experience…I went to check it again, but still NADA..Gosh, I’m nervous…Well…Wish me luck…If the Star newspaper’s headlines tomorrow states "Malaysian Student Jumps Off High Rise" you should be able to guess that you know who that Malaysian student is…Well, that’s all for now…I’ll keep you all posted…That is if I don’t jump off any building…Love you, darlings…

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