I am so…. jealous…
Friday, May 5th, 2006I was looking through Soong’s recently updated photo and I saw the ones that they took in Gentings…Sigh…How i wish I was there too..It looked like so much fun..Now I don’t think I know what fun is anymore…Study pressure, missing home, feeling lonely…Those feelings aren’t fun at all…I really thank god I have relatives here…I don’t know what I’ll do without them…Last night my mom called asking me how was things…I almost cried telling her…I miss them so much..Last night I watch this programme called Super Nanny. It’s bout this women who goes around trying to help parents to deal with their naughty kids…Last night was bout this family of 9. A dad, a mom and 7 kids…The father was goin to war in Iraq for one and a half yrs..and they have a 17 yr old daughter…When I saw how the daughter was telling her worries bout her father not coming back, and how her father told her that she will always be his baby girl, I cried like a tap…Even now when I am writing this, I feel like crying…U don’t seem to appreciate ppl only when they are not there…Like they say…Absence makes the heart grow fonder…I totally agree with it 100%…Take care, darlings…